What I learnt from being a "Mom" for a WHOLE 24 hours -

Shayna was missing her mom BIG TIME and was so very very very worried about her - I just stood there and thought Wow I have not talked to my biological mother for like 12 years? And I don't even give her a Thought? And yet Shayna, young Shayna is in tears over her Mom having an operation for cysts? Gone "only" overnight?

It made me sit down and think Why? Do I have so very little regard for my Biological Parents? REALLY? Caring was beaten out of me That's why.

Perhaps that is why my adult relationships Sour? So damn quickly? Or don't even begin? My heart, soul, fire was extinguished as a child? By every parent that I had? UGH.

How does one learn as an Adult to open one self up to caring? To the point of crying over another's welfare?

I cry over my pets when they are hurt. But I can't remember crying over a human being for a VERY freaky long time.

Things that make you go hmmmmmmmmmmm...