Mmmmmm... A Fantasy o'Mine ((Or 3))

There are a couple of fantasies that are "sparked" by the above photo...

Quick background ((mine)) - Grew up in the Prairies - So "this" photo screamed at me in so many ways...

I have always "wanted" to do "it" in a wide open field - - And this photo just "screamed" at me - That hmmmmm, I should approach this man & give him a smile and reach for him and walk towards the open field and lie down and beckon to him... With a smile ...

Why? Mmmmmm... Just because ---

Or the other fantasy this invokes for me - - Is for this particular man to be my "Surprise" Lover - - In all my "secret" fantasies, late at night, as I can't fall asleep ((like now LOL)) - My fantasies always include the element of "surprise" - -

Eg. 1 - I am at a Nightclub - - & y'know when its that awkward moment when there is that ultimately stupid slow dance? & You are turning to go, yep, order another drink, since you are not with another?? But with your prowling girlfriends??? When just before I turn, there is a tap on my shoulder? And its this "man" from the photograph? & I smile at him and just feel Wonderful, and warm, and want...

More. & It just feels right? To be touched by this person? Just fit together?

Eg. 2 - In a hotel room, have ordered room service and having told them that I will be in the bubble bath, to just leave the champagne and dinner on the table and I will be down later to tip them and to lock the door as they leave?

Well - - The "room service" arrives and in my submerged state, of so many steamy bubbles, I hear the food and champagne being arranged onto the table and murmur thank you, as I hear him walk towards the door.

The door softly clicks shut and I further submerge myself into the bubbles, enjoying the sensation, and knowing I am going to have a fantabulous meal after I exit my soothing, hot tub.

I look up at the bathroom mirror and I see his blue eyes and I wonder if I am dreaming. I close my eyes and take a deep breath, wishing I had my alcohol, much nearer to the tub.

I open my eyes again, and he is sitting on the side of the tub. I smile and shake my head and say, in a soft voice, "Hello..."

Like its an everyday occurrence, and not 20 years and I am not naked beneath bubbles and he is in his jeans and a white shirt, so white, so clean and crisp and put together.

And I?

Naked beneath the bubbles.

I cannot seem to be able to either move or take another breath, as I watch him, silently.

He leans forward and I feel the bubbles move as I begin to shake.

The first kiss!!!

And I?

Naked, shaking, beneath the bubbles.

He smiles, as he leans closer, puts his tongue on my very dry lips and I moan, "ohhhhhh wowwwwwwww..."

Our first kiss ever and I have known him since I was 14. I continue to shake beneath his soft kiss.

I still can't breath, or I am not aware that I am.

He breaks off the kiss and glances down at me. Our eyes lock, and I murmur, "I've missed you."

Where the hell did that come from?

Having not seen this man for 20 years?

Now he thinks I am absolutely nuts.

I dare not move, speak or have I yet to breathe?

He watches me, watching him as he turns out the lights and lights candles, I had not notice him place into the room. The room feels very steamy and hot all of a sudden. I move beneath the bubbles.

Nervous like a new bride, scared like a first-time virgin.

Ohhhhh, wow, as he slides his jeans down. No briefs or otherwise, oh wowwwwww. He moves towards the tub and watches me, watching him.

Neither one of us speaks.

He moves over me and kisses me soundly.

I slide under the bubbles, not able to cope with the fullness of him, in anyway. Too much, too much, too much. Too fast, I can't breathe! Fathom all that is occurring.

I lift myself out of the water, and bubbles, and ask, "How are you here? Right now? I can't believe this!!! Tonight??? Oh not that it is not everything and more that I have thought about - Wanted for years - - "

Suddenly I realize I am babbling and stare up at his blue eyes, enjoying their blueness and his so curly eyelashes and watching them change expression 1000's of times, in one glance my way.

Ahhhhhhhhhhh, my heart beats. It is captured in one glance! Shit!!!

I decide to stay in the tub, and watch him, at the other end of it. I raise a leg and nudge him, expecting it to be "just" bubbles and just another one of my fantasies. Suddenly he reaches for my foot and kisses my inner sole.

Ohhhhh, wowwwww... I feel that light kiss in every fiber of my being.

I react by jumping out of the tub, wrapping myself in the complimentary robe and rush to the bed, wanting to put distance between me and what? The fantasy in my tub? He is surely not there? I have drank too much, and its just another fantasy - - Much more real than other times, but wow?

I cover myself with the comforter and feel the room spin. Vowing to never drink again, as this time it is giving me visions!!! Of a desired man, from my youth, of yesteryear? Who is shockingly more beautiful naked than even I imagined?

I close my eyes and think, yeah sleep. Nurturing sleep.

I lie on my tummy, partially covered by the comforter, and murmur, "You are sooooo not Here..."

Just before I fall into a dreamless sleep, I feel my hair being lifted and a soft kiss, placed upon my neck. That is my favourite way to begin - How did he know this?

Oh right, he's my Secret Fantasy!!! I decide to go with it, and murmur his name, telling him how much I want him.

He continues to kiss my back and I find, once again, I cannot breathe.

I feel him mount me, from behind, and I am suddenly moist and I just want him.

Inside - Fast.

Instead he moves deliberately slowly and I gyrate against him and say, "I hate you right now - - Very much so - - You control me right now and IHATEYOU - -"

I murmur his name as I explode.

I turn over and think that really he's NOT there? That I had fallen asleep, really?

He is there, smiling at me, with his right leg raised, sitting on the side of the bed, "Hello sleeping beauty."

I just begin to laugh and giggle and feel like a schoolgirl, once again. "I knew you would take over and it would be awesome. Now hand me my champagne so I can get some of my Courage back."

The champagne soothes as it goes down and he crawls in beside me and I curl around him and purr.

Yeah - - My fantasies ROCK. ROFL

So ...

Not.

Like he's in Thailand and I am here and I am in a hotel tomorrow night and - -

AS IF.