Okay if anyone can INTERPRET this dream it would be greatly appreciated!!! I've had it constantly "lately"???

I wake up from a deep slumber, in my bed, my bedroom, I go to stand up and as I stand up my left leg shoots severe pain??? I look down and my upper/front thigh is completely gone??? Skin is folded back, yellowy on the edges (like pus) and even the bone/muscle is gone? I can see into my leg? But the back of my leg skin is still there, and the muscles on the outer and inner thigh are still there? Just a big gaping hole? Like something ate away at my leg???

What DOES this dream mean? Like I said, I've had it several times now??? AHHHHHH???