okay here is what went down - - darin stayed until this morning and last night we had words or rather he vented and i cried... some of the things he said was he could not believe how vindictive i am !!!! i.e. talking to his sister online and telling his sister that he was a crackhead - i said to him that i did not bring up FIRST that he was/is a crackhead that his sister told me that he was a crackhead since he was 15 - and his reply? my sister would never say that and then he thought it over and said my sister fucking knows nothing about my life - i said she knows more than you think she does - she is NOT stupid
then he said that he would not stay around unless i kept my mouth shut around people - that this all happened because of my loud mouth - and he kept on going on and on about a letter that was written about him at his job - - i said darin, i would admit about writing a letter i wrote the letter to welfare because i thought that was bullshit what you were doing - collecting welfare and working bullshit - and then i asked him where did ALL of your money go anyways? he said you saw my car i had to repair it new brakes, new ((i quit listening at that point))
then he started to rant on and this is when i started crying i can't believe how vindictive you are!!!! you cut me off at the knees - - no one EVER not even my wife who is more woman than you will ever be - - has hurt me as much as you have - -
This is when I reacted - - Darin then if she is more woman than I will ever be - - Why are you still coming around MY door than? HUH? GO BACK TO HER!!! That all-woman - You left your job - You left w/a full pay cheque ENOUGH to fly back to YOUR ALL-WOMAN But no and WHY? Because I rocked your world from the very first time you ever met me at 15 - - like you rocked mine - and I rocked your world when you stepped off the fucking plane and you were NOT so NOT ready for that for your HEART to be touched - - and here was Char who is so unstable and hurting by life and yet she thinks the world of Darin - and YOU KNOW THAT YOU FUCKING KNOW that with every fiber of your being - and you CARE FOR ME and that bugs you w/every fiber of your being - - IT DOES IT DOES!!! And that is why you keep on coming back to me and screw you that she is more woman than me - - I rock your world - With just a smile, like your smile rocks my world and YOU KNOW THAT - That when we are good together, we are fucking fantastic and that is why you massacre it to put it back to where you are comfortable!!!
Then he started screaming - YOU VINDICTIVE LIL' BITCH - If I was as vindictive as you I would have called your family - -
WHAT FUCKING FAMILY? MINE? AND TOLD THEM WHAT?
That you are a whore -
Oh give me a break they all fucking know - - give me a break - - That has been thrown in my face the very first time I ever strutted on the stage and threw down the first costume and showed my titties DO YOU THINK YOU ARE THE FIRST DUDE I AM FUCKING THAT HAS THREATENED THAT? give me a break - give your head a shake
Well why did your Father throw you out on the street? What the fuck did you do to him? I thought that over and over - Since I have been living on the street for the past 10 days - Look at me - Don't I look like a street person?
No you look like a crackhead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Junkee-Pig!!!!
WHO WROTE THE LETTER???????? Nobody knew me as well as you did in Nanaimo -
Your lil' WHORE Celine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She wanted to sleep with you from the get-go and deal with that !!!!!!!!!!! And Dave - How many times did you sleep with him for your Crack?
I DIDN'T SLEEP WITH HIM - -
So you are not denying sleeping with Celine? She wrote the fucking letter!!!!!!!!!!!
You cut me down at the knees - Even at my worst I have never been this low - Because of a woman I flew across a fucking country to HELP - no one else was there to help you - Get you to therapy for your trauma NOBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!! And now? You are so pathetic you can't even get off your fat ass to take your puppy for a walk - I HAVE TO DO IT!!!!!!!!
I stood up and leaned nose-to-nose with him then (he was in a deck chair) Fuck you Darin - I am NOT your ex-wife - I do not sit on the computer 24/7 and take photos and change my photos hourly so my online "admirers" will line up and drool over my photo and that is my way to get my ego stroked - Yeah I spend time on the computer - - But every time I go on the computer I MAKE MONEY - And don't you EVER put down again how I make my cash - a) you are not making any
BECAUSE OF YOUR VINDICTIVENESS

Anyways that was the conversation - Then he stomped off to bed and slept in Oh wait he borrowed the phone yesterday and I listened to the conversation and he asked to borrow 500 (500 what I have no fucking idea)
I star 69'd the number and it was a hotel and I even got the room number -
When Darin left this morning he took all the items he wanted - - Clothes that were still here - And left what he did not want - New hat - LOL Coveralls and hoodie - I am pissed about the hoodie hahaha Was my fave hahahaha And took his miniscule 2 plastic bags of "stuff" - I asked him if he was coming back - Because I said I am getting off my fat ass and taking my doggy for a walk today and I do not know what time I will be returning
His reply was not while you are being like this
So who knows?
We started screaming this a.m. again JOY JOY

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