Well that was quite the message you sent me
I have always loved you, and your fathers words to me were not a copout it was an ultimatom
and since I had no idea that we have made a baby I thought it was best that you were happy and your father looked after you,and as far as the last time we were together if you remember you friend that was there with you was the one that insisted you got rid of me!!!
I was at the bottom but to proud to ask for help so again someone else prevailed and not johnny

I wanted to try and have a life with you but I guess it was never ment to be
when we made love it ment alot to me ,more than just a fuck in the passing night.....
I will always have a spot in my heart that belongs to you char
I do love you
John