hey jeff - - that is REALLY too bad - - once upon a time you asked me why i thought you were your age and never married/etc etc then i did not have an answer because i was just enjoying the physical beauty of you and enjoying your smile and wanting to be with you again... here is my feedback to you, and i mean this as someone who will always care for you... and i am always here for you... in every way, and that will never change... but here is my feedback... you can't handle someone CARING for you... you are so FREAKING SCARED of the LEAVING ((of the other person and you being HURT DEEPLY by that leaving)) that you don't LET someone IN... at all...

well handsome one, i believe that I am someone VERY special 4U and yes, I will continue to write to you, be your fan, and demand cd's from you and come to your performances, and ask you out and stay in touch, to prove to you THAT YES someone CAN CARE for Jeff Rabjohn... That ONLY YOUR SMILE makes someone else's world BETTER when you just smile their way... and yes, that someone is me... When you want to take that step... Of daring to care for another, DEEPLY... I know I would enjoy being with Jeff Rabjohn,

there you go...

You are my HandsomeJeff that is in a little box, of scared-to-care-ness But when you want to break out of that box? HELLO...

Oh other news?

I did two banners for the City of Nanaimo and they won awards the other day. Kewl eh? Oh you can bid on them, if you want? And you can BE MY FAN for a change LOL Hmmmmmmmmm? Nanaimo Art Gallery . com All one word of course; charann is the artist is me In case you are getting your fan letters confused and your MILLIONS of fan letters and women LOL

Well handsomeJeff, I AM your fan, and friend, and fWITHbenefits LOL anytime LOL Just call and I am like flying over to Vancouver like Yesterday... Because NJ is a very caring Jeff and should be known much more often... Why? Should you choose me? Because when I look at you, when I am with you... I don't notice any other... You ARE special... To Me.

And I am ... and I can offer you never a boring a day, and we would never be poor and you can be my naughty rockstar and I can be your naughty stripper LOL And you can write me ballads and I can make sculptures of you and I can play with your beautiful hair and never would I make you cry... That I could promise you. Easily. Because I would very happily curl around...

You.

But you Must...

Be open to Caring...

For me... and taking that first step...

I am much happier now and you would like me much better as the me of today. More Me.

Visit. Call. Talk to me Jeff, communicate. Dare.

Yours,

Charlene
& Stinky Dog Lives still LOL

oh and there's a cat now too; Meow-Meow and she's a ragdoll kitty and she's shocking beautiful too. Longhair and BIGGGGG blue eyes. Fluffy love she is.