May your days always be magical, and your nights filled with enchantment.

Hello Jeff,

Sorry couldn't resist the Heading choice... One can only **REMEMBER** & hope **THIS** is the day Jeff...

RELAXXXXXXXXXXXX just teasin' when I can hahahaha You are my EXTREMELY HANDSOME BUDDY... & I enjoy that, in itself...

Well on the skytrain ride back, and the ensuing Looooooooong shower (takes forever to wash off theatrical makeup LOL) I thought over our phone call... I accept your terms **IF** ((oh I can see you becoming agitated hahahaha)) you accept **ONE** of my terms... With me being your **BUDDY** (forever more I am your **BUDDY** introduced that way, etc. etc.) But my ONE term is this, I accept your terms of friendship (for now) providing that you ACCEPT my invitations (I don't expect EVERY invite accepted) but that you actually say **YES** to invitations... K? Like concerts, or dinner invitations, or movie premieres, I LOOOOOOOVE to enter contests, so you will never know what the next **EXPERIENCE** will be...

Relax on your idea/premise that **IF** Jeff says yes, "this" becomes complicated... No, it continues to be something fun/special/wonderful...

I enjoy watching you smile... That is where I am at, right now. Let's make Jeff **SMILE** in VERY interesting ways... HAHAHAHA k? & Quit worrying about **THIS** friendship becoming complicated...

I strongly believe that people are not "accidently" introduced... I think I am your Buddy to get you over your "phobia" of that to love/trust/become intimate with or "involved" in any way means the end of your world/life as you know it...

As I SLOWLY begin to learn about the beautiful handsome man named Jeff, I understand why you are so off on commitment (long-term, or ANY form) How does one heal the little boy that is sent to his grandparents? For love?

But let me tell you this, & it's corny, but true "You've Got a Friend in Me." You do. I am not going anywhere. I like you. I like Jeff. I adore his stories, I enjoy being with you, and I will be here, for you.

But it takes 2 to "make" a friendship. Correct? And even a friendship, takes a minor level of that dreaded word (for you) of commitment Oh, oh!!!!! Me? I would enjoy knowing that I could have a VERY handsome man, every now and then, on my arm, escorting me to whatever "EXPERIENCE" is mine, because I just won a crazy prize. K?

Yes, experience this summer with me, (adding **moments**/memories to our friendship), in many ways. I would very much like to do that with you. Okay? Yes it means, stepping outside of the "box" of your life. Oh, oh, again. But I promise you this, I will enjoy my time with you, AND it will never be boring.

How can you say no to that? A girl that thinks you are delightful and the experience WON'T be boring... I believe you and I are a special "something". What? Is yet to be defined, yes? So yeah, that takes a Yes, every now & then to getting together, and yes, never will any of our meetings be the same experience twice. 2 get-togethers, ours' - will never be the same twice. That is a given.

So that is my acceptance of your terms, that you accept my invitations, every now & then, and RELAX over whatever "this" is to becoming complicated. If I can share laughter with you, I am happy. Hear more of your stories, I am happy, chapeche?

Oh and a P.S. Send me some photos of you thruout the years, of you in your stage makeup. Or gigs. Would love that. Your stage persona, to me, right now, is a foreign entity.

Okay I am taking the Polkadotted creature out for a walk/run @ the baseball park nearby, you have a wonderful Sunday... Great Monday... Communicate soonest...

Namaste

Charlene