okay what am i doing this long weekend/last weekend of the summer? i am doing yard work and painting my fence ((pictures are being taken as it is being finished - mainly for self-affirmation LOLOLOL - that i am NOT a lazy ass after all HAHAHAHA))
i live in a trailer park and as you basically also "live" with your neighbors... i have come to know other person's "habits" well there is a lady that lives across the way and she is a CLEAN FREAK...
i have never been able to be a clean "freak" so bad that i am sure that i have "lost" room mates i basically blame it on ADHD and magnetic floors LMAO
but back to my neighbour she spends every day cleaning? like to me it is a control thing? she carries a vaccuum around/behind you as you visit? she is currently vaccuuming her car and she has vaccuumed it for 16 hours? omg?
i REALLY do "not" know how to clean - i support the local small businesses by paying others to clean/vaccuum for me - she thinks that i am nuts? why pay someone for something that you can do yourself? i CAN'T lol it still "looks" dirty when i've cleaned? aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh...
i am just sitting here amazed at her vaccuuming the car for the 17th hour? lol it's a station wagon OMG? lol 1973 version?
oh and she refuses to pay someone as she is saving up from her hubby's salary/pension to buy a home with horses and a barn and chickens and blah blah blah - i just laff at her and say i don't believe it tomorrow - if i see something i want? i buy it immediately - i don't believe in tomorrow after i have had 5 friends/a beloved relative die YOUNG - tomorrow? whatever on that note -
so i, instead of cleaning inside am - doing yardwork for days at a time? is there something "wrong" with me because i do not possess the FEMALE gene of cleanliness?
the other reason i don't vaccuum is my mother would turn on the vaccuum to not "hear" me being beaten my step-father - hence i DON'T/can't stand the sound of a vaccuum - almost become nauseous - i got beat every day/youth...
that won't erase...
well just wondering things - how FEMALE am I lol
and single-dom SUCKS this weekend BIG TIME
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this is CHAR PMS'ing and blue - visitors are more than welcome THIS particular weekend...
a hug would be more than welcome...

blue,
charlene