Somedays... 

U just want to crawl back into bed and stay there... 

Today was one of those days... 

I wish that next month was over... 

The court case done... 

I removed the last of the items that reminded me of you... 

From my home... 

I can still remember standing and waiting for the plane to land and being so excited about seeing you once again

How fast it disintegrated 

into a true nothing-ness 

Leaving me to always wonder if you were ever really here? 

In any way shape or form? 

I try to make friends 

and they ask me strange questions... 

Making me think about just staying in bed 

forever 

like 
yes? 

-charann