Today 

Was the kind-of day where I just sat and wondered 

Why? 

I write to someone and once again he ignores my messages and I wonder why 

I write? 

So I write to him and state 

I get it, I do 

I wanted to communicate with you more 

You state that you do not converse in such ways with anyone 

Yet others gush so 

So I write a good bye of sorts 

Another 

asks me strange questions and makes comments in a public place 

of which I wonder why? 

How has my world come to this? 

Really? 

Where should I go from this point? 

Unsure, really 

I don't understand the reactions I get from others 

So I am going to retreat and gather love from 4 legged creatures and smile 

thru art and creation 

I need time to heal and re-evaluate who really is important to

me

look out world 

this weekend is one of creation for me

-charann