Dear Jeff -

Okay - You said NO to my invitation tonight/Theater... Grrrrrrrrrrrrr...

Jeff? I am hoping that it's NOT going to be FOREVER that all of my invites you say No? To? Because then it's a very ONE-SIDED "friendship" ???

It is like this - I like you - I am not going anywhere - From the brief bio I did glean from Jeff (in between breaths of my talking way too much - the enthusiasm of having nj in my bed hahahahaha) People are very good at leaving Jeff. So Jeff has internalized it, that no way is ANYONE EVER going to "get" that kind of power again... My interpretation...

Well you have made a friend here, and I am not going anywhere. I like you. You can call me (24/7) I enjoy you, your humour matches mine (you actually get my jokes) I want to share things WITH you... Hard to do when you keep on saying NO????? Grrrrrrrrrrrrr...

Yes, I will continue to invite you to whereever. Or you can just call me to say Hello - After (the first time) I pick up my dropped phone - I will be quite enthusiastic again... **SMILE** But a friendship takes 2, Jeff... And it does take a minute step outside of your black'n'white world - Stepping outside your box.

But I am here - For you. That I can and will promise you, here and now. Pretty heady stuff, all that.Yes, you will get more invites - Because I am the eternal optimist where YOU are concerned? Why? Jeff stayed in my bed, beyond his comfort level ONCE - That in itself gives me HOPE he **WILL** say yes, to my overtures AGAIN... No not sexual... Just invites... Wherever... Please say yes, k?

Or just invite me out for dinner That would please me to no end. You pick the restaurant and I will be there... With or without bells.

Oh another note? I've lost 15 lbs. I cut off 5 inches of my hair and it's AUBURN now. Would you know me to see me now? I am not sure... Would you? Or would you walk right by? Hmmmmm?

Invite me out sometime Jeff, get unbusy... Very boring that/hiding behind your work? And I realized, I don't even know WHAT your JOB/JOB is? You've never told me. Why is that? Very curious that. But DARE to invite me out for Dinner - Deal? See how COMFORTABLE that is & we will go from there... Deal or no deal? You name the restaurant... Skytrain accessible Please LOL

Hugs to you Handsome, Bandit & Babies say Hi.

P.S. A chickenJeff? You are going to miss a GREAT show tonight - It's at the Revue/Granville Island and if you DARE to change your mind? Tickets are still available. 8oclock show. I am taking a G/FRIEND before you think you would be not welcome. Besides she'd LOVE to meet the petrified "rockstar" lol TEASING TEASING...

I am wearing a seethru dress, short, lingerie underneath, unsure about the shoes yet (going for height or comfort of cowboy boots). Gelled major hair and sparkles in it. **IF** I get on stage - IMPROV remember? - I want to SPARKLE!!! Dare to step outside your box and venture to G/Island... **GRIN** Or stay in your safety Box. Or Invite ME for dinner. Anywhere. Is fine by me.

Oh future invite - November 13th - 2006 - 7p.m. You are cordially invited to Suspension Bridge Restaurant... Wonder why? Hmmmmmmmmmm? There you have advance ENOUGH notice to NOT say NO. **SMILE** Everyone deserves to be SPOILED on their day... I will, you, that day. Rule of BirthdayClub? Can't say no to Invite.